At the very least, I am closer to being happy. Even if the road to happiness results in pain, I'll get there eventually. I don't know how on earth to get there, but. I guess there's nothing I can do about that except do little things to make myself happy. The big things will come with time.

I'm thinking about dating again. Not quite there yet, and won't make an effort anytime soon, but at least the idea isn't as revolting. I still decide, after several minutes of thinking, that it's not a good idea.

All I know is I'm not settling for anyone other than the love of my life, and I hope they exist.

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