I've been getting massively depressed around this time every day. My brain knows what's coming, and shuts down all emotional output in preparation.

It makes me wonder if this is a natural defense mechanism, figured out through millions of years of evolution, or if I'm consciously doing it.

Whichever it is, I need to shut down for the sake of my sanity until 6pm. I'll shut down again at noon tomorrow.

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