Today I feel like there's anxiety lurking under the surface of my skin, like a sea monster waiting to strike. Any little annoyance can propel it above the surface.
I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to talk about all this. The anxiety, depression, ADHD, exhaustion, sleep issues. I've thought about quitting my job and running away somewhere. Flee the country. I don't care about much of anything right now, but know I will later and that I probably shouldn't ruin my relationships and career out of anger and sadness.
I feel like I'm the crazy one, now.