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Human trash fire
I feel like my body is a trash fire.

Had two very good doctor's appointments, at least. My electrophysiologist dumped me because I don't need him anymore, and I get to stay on the med I was terrified of stopping.

But my relationship with food and my body image are just atrocious. What I ate today made me want to purge for the first time in my life (I didn't), but I've never felt so disgusted by what I ate before.

I feel like a blob filled with grease and poison, that can only be cleansed by fire or starvation.

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2019-02-07 @ 3:17 p.m.