I would kill to have energy. My job is exhausting, and I hope that changes. Even with an easy job, I was tired all the time. Slept more than "normal". Last night I fell asleep around 5pm and woke up at 8am. I slept away last weekend, too. If I sleep more than 12 hours a night on the weekend, that's more than half my weekend gone.

I know what will help. Correct diet, exercise, and meditation. But that's apparently so fucking hard. Ate McDonald's this morning in secret. Bought vegan cookies and a block of cheese. Even vegan cookies are unhealthy.

I just hate all my choices these days.

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