Not feeling it today. Or most days, really. I'm burned out on life, and feel like nothing around the house will be caught up. Money will never be caught up, and I'm bad at my relationship. I feel like I fail him on a near-daily basis. And then my cruddy mood from past failings make me fail him again in some minor way, adding to the snowball and my cruddy mood.

I don't know who to turn to. I want to talk to somebody. Him, mostly. But I always have grand plans to talk and then I see him and clam up.

So I write here.

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