I need to figure out what will make me happy, and how to attain it. I'm too sad all the time from little things. I need to work on just being. Confident. Not even confident, just. Normal, almost uncaring. So comfortable in my skin and behavior and beliefs and morals that life is just chill. And I think perhaps I need to be alone in the forest for this to be a possibility.
People just aren't healthy for me to be around. And I don't respect myself very much for that fact.