Times like these, I cry anyway. At sappy things. My walls are down and no one is around, and I finally let the emotions come out.
I'm still on track to graduate. I got an A- on my German Lit midterm. I turned in a rough draft of my huge paper today, and I really think this is happening. My job is getting ready to hire my replacement, because I can't work past Christmas Eve if I graduate.
And I have Magic the Gathering plans with my ex. That part I'm still iffy about. But he's my only real friend that isn't a coworker, and that worries me just as much.
In any case, it's almost over and I'm excited. But then I start wondering if I'll always feel like this. Sad for no real reason. Sad that I'm missing something, despite adamantly denying my needs.
I think it's time for bed. I can study tomorrow.