Two days with less Paxil in my system and I already hate myself and am ashamed/depressed. Started feeling it yesterday, actually, so unless things even out in the next couple weeks, I'll probably be switching to Prozac. I hope I don't have to, but I don't want this to start up again. I'd been doing so well.

On the other hand, I'm also welcoming the sadness. Like slipping into a favorite sweater. If I could learn to live with it better, I suppose it wouldn't be so bad.

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