I started crying after I left his office because I'm so embarrassed about it all. Telling people about my depression. It seems like such a failure, even though I know it isn't. I just feel like a failure, really.
Afterwards, I went to the clinic on campus and got prescriptions for Paxil and Ativan. Currently on a dose of Ativan to study, and then I'll start taking the Paxil tonight. We'll see how it goes. I'm a little anxious about the Paxil, as I've never had it before, but I think I'm okay with the risk.
So graduation is still on track for now.