My low self esteem seems to be coupled, somehow, with the knowledge that I lure men in with little to no effort. But I don't want to. At least not the ones I might one day want to return the feelings for.
I'm becoming very tired of sensitive guys after the string of men I've had to reject, and I'm running out of excuses to dump them.
Maybe soon I'll be honest: "I'm more masculine than you are." Which, half the time, appears to be true.